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she say she Christian
i say "you tryn go to church?" and she just smirk
she didn't say she didn't (is that a yes?)

but she say she Christian
im like "baby listen if you aint religious 
i aint trippin"

but she double down

and say she Christian
well im thinking i might go to church this weekend maybe we can
take a visit

so we pull up to that service she look nervous 
see she raise different
see that crowd they goin get loud 
cause girl down here we praise different

you aint gotta convert but it aint goin hurt to pretend to pay attention
and when this day is finished we'll get back to our day of sinning
oh yea one more thing to mention
when they say for a visitor to raise and give us a word just stay there sitting
no participation ribbon

smile politely and follow my lead 
my mamas right there and i dont think she
would like to know how my days been run 
and hear the things that He saved me from

especially when you ready to leave to go get some more cause we aint even done

i think its best if i 
refuse to testify
i mean unless i lie
and i 
change these names places and faces
(these name places and faces)

she said "you look anxious take this,
this'll kill your anxiety and turn it to nothing
my hands on your body control like the substance"
she lay right beside me get close as a husband
no that not my wifey nah that just my drug friend

but we more than just friends 
 

but we aint been out picked out an aisle and set a date
thinking bout time that separates 
who i am now from the mess i made

mess i made and regrets i gave and the hell i paved
no clue yet it was set to blaze for the next decade like yesterday

i dont know why this feel so strange to me
will good things wait for me 
if i just stay asleep

you see if i say where He save me then i gotta say how i got there
then i gotta say who i was with and since hes not here then thats not fair
but if it comes as your are swear ima hop in that water
dress just like i got there i doubt God care i do not care

see this life is a scary flick far from Tyler perry flick
i dont know if this testimony is appropriate from where i sit
my mama dropped all that bread on a therapist
i cant double down as an embarrassment

you see

i think its best if i 
refuse to testify
i mean unless i lie
and i
change these names places and faces
(name places and faces)

she said "you look anxious take this,
this'll kill your anxiety and turn it to nothing
my hands on your body control like the substance"
she lay right beside me get close as a husband
no that not my wifey nah that just my drug friend